It's the feeling of being unwanted.
The feeling of no one caring.
The feeling of eternity seemed so real in those moments.
The moments that you feel special, feel loved, feel beautiful don't stand out in my mind as much as times I'm in pain.
I guess it's the feeling of being loved that scares us the most.
We get used to being loved and feeling amazing, but when we feel lonely and useless it feels like it's new.
Crying in silence. I felt lonely when I was so far from it and in the moment I swear we were infinite.∞